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Monday, December 20, 2010 @ 6:20 AM
5 days to christmas
one heck of a year it was. tough, difficult, painful, tedious, heartbreaking. but we made it through.
hard to believe that the one thing we were all waiting for, we were all anxious for, is done, and is accomplished. bitter-sweet.
i miss walking into the familiar walls of my classroom, and i miss walking through familiar corridors and seeing familiar faces. whether or not i used to hate it.
'o' levels have ended, and so has this journey.
but it marks the beginning of another.
one chapter is closed, but never forgotten. another chapter is about to begin, and it'll be even better than the first.
there are things that i'll never forget. and there are things that even though i hope i will forget, i never will.
people come, and people go. despite any heartbreak, i also know now the people who are most important to me in my life.
christmas is approaching. i am grateful for all the friends and family i have. for all the memories i have. though memories cannot be re-lived, be thankful they ever happened.
to friends, family, and those whom i love, near and far, here's wishing you a blessed christmas. with love, hope, peace and joy.
love, nette/bernadette/bernie/bern/bird-.-/berd-.-x2/dette.
4,1995,1996,1997,1998,1999,2000,2001,2002,2003,2004,2005,2006,2007,2008,2009,2010.
16 years have past, and there are many more ahead of me, that i will embrace with an open heart.
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Wednesday, June 30, 2010 @ 3:53 AM
strength defines one's own character...
actions and thoughts defines this strength.
not the strength that allows you to carry 10 tonnes of rock,
but strength that could be more painful than that.
strength comes in one's decision.
strength is also how one reacts to criticism.
strength isn't shunning this criticism,
but rather taking them into consideration
without being self pitiful.
a lot can be learnt in just a short time.
strength is also how one learns to let go of what needs to be let go.
i guess the strength i'm talking about is the one that tugs at the heart.
and that's the most painful kind.
every tug at the strings of the heart is excruciating.
but to put on a different front on the outside is unbearable.
humans aren't tranparent.
we're not readable.
but though we may not know,
sometimes others can see right through us.
right through us.
and then we blow our cover.
you think no one understands you?
think again.
lol. yea... that was majorly serious.
but i've been thinking.
i never had it easy in life.
pri school was an obstacle course that gave me bruises cuts and scratches.
so did secondary school.
but maybe i'm glad i didn't have life easy in school.
because if i did, i wouldn't know if i would have life easy at home.
home was where i really left my heart.
and i'm glad i didn't get it easy in school.
i fought hard.
really hard.
and that helped me.
regardless of whether people think i'm a weakling, at heart, mind, or body.
cause i know they are wrong.
secondary 4 is coming to a closure soon. work is getting harder. life is getting harder. friends might get harder to hold on to. but like i said, been there done that. all in my 16 years of living. i'm hanging in there. it will pay off.
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Wednesday, June 23, 2010 @ 11:28 PM
Tada... June holidays are going byebye..
Wow... Can things get any faster? It's June... July, aug, sept, oct, nov... So like... 5 months from now? Omg. Soon we'll all be making the decision of post sec sch Ed... Yikes...
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Wednesday, May 12, 2010 @ 2:50 AM
at the point in our lives where we don't want to have a care in the world.
i miss my friends :( suddenly.
some are near,
some aren't even in the country.
i guess we all depend on people now.
but that cant be for much longer MYE are nearly over. nearly. not completely. left with A & E maths paper 1. and 3 sci MCQ. and Chi LC.
i'm taking 'o's this year.
havent woken up to that fact. maybe it's about time i did. but maybe i dont want things to change. at all.
i want friends to stay the same, i want life to be the same, but i know it will not be.
:(
i pray to keep those that have been constant in my life. those that i hope will never change.
true friend aren't just people whom we've known the longest, but people who came and never left.even when they are far away, they feel the same joy and sorrow you feel
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Friday, April 9, 2010 @ 6:59 AM
If you asked me if I loved him, I'd lie heyheyhey.
:)
term 2 week 3 now
so far most interesting events:
1. seating arrangements (in between joshua, yang fan. my row together with aster and ronald)
2.hmmm...bio spa tmr?? damn.
3.drama concert(didn't go)
4.band concert(not going :( )
5.choir concert(goinnext week :D)
night study today.
right after sch went for bio prac, which i missed. while teacher briefed the others for tmr's spa.
after the prac went back to class... was the only girl there. every other girl left-.- so in class with that big big group of badminton boys. they celebrated weijie's birthday with cake. and gave him his presents. haha. they bought him this ball thing wrapped and they printed jac's face and pasted in on top. i was stunned when i saw it. omg. lol. then when he unwrapped it, they used the wrapper with her face still on it as a hat :O so wierd. then she came into class =P the boys were so dead. haha. jac and delia came in to pei me b4 their drama. and she saw her face on the notice board in the end :O boys are so mean-.- ahaha. she laughed pretty hard, then remembered that she was suppose to be angry =P hehe. but no la. go to the noticee board take down lor-.- so then they left, and ashley, jiayu and aster came back to class:) started to attempt the essay question, but there was a box of pocky in front of us, and a packet of cookies-.- so we started 15 minutes after our attempt to start =P haha. finished esssay with amanda when she came later. then went to find the teachers in canteen. one-to-one session sia :O haha. so then left with amanda and aster to esso. :D
came home and was damn tired. so... i... slacked today... whoopsies... rare opportunity. finally picked up my guitar again to play something-.- and watched tv :D happiness :D
okay, i gottago... coughcough* still gotta recover from this sore throat/ cough/flu :(
tata
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Thursday, March 18, 2010 @ 2:32 AM
common test is over...
and by now, holidays are gonna end soon,
fast?
too fast.
can't it all just stop for a second?
a lot happened this week.
2 days we were in sch for class.
and went out a whole lot.
i guess it's the last week for slight slacking.
even so, there's a whole lot of hmwk. :(
all part of being sec 4, and turning 16.
with each passing year,the responsibility builds. the people change. the environment changes(go green please). andi guess it's a lot to handle.
oh well.
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Saturday, February 27, 2010 @ 7:21 AM
you said it again my heart's in motioneveryword feels like a shooting stari'm at the edge of my emotionswatching my shadows burning in the darkDUNMAN'S CARE AND SHARE FAMILY BAZAAR.
WAS.TIRING.
concert twice, 10.30 and 12.30. each concert lasted for an hour 15mins.
spent so much time playing the same 2 songs over and over.
but, it was fun :)
4B class sold all the sweets. and some drinks. but left the syrup.
interact sold waffles and floats. floats sold out, waffle batter a lot left.
mommy's painting stall sold 40++ painted pots out of 50.
concert was not bad. but too many bands. i see also a bit bored by the time out turn.
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4B guys can dance!!!!!!!
haha. arnold,kiat,zuhao and vincent from 4B, and jian you from 4C. korean medley with 4A girls and some teachers.
AND MR BERNARD CAME BACK! he danced a little bit for the korean songs.
then mr ivan sim, mr lee and some other teachers perform with OM mr yap O.O lol.
and got beat boxing of the school song by 2 guys.
and a hip hop performance.
and 3 rock bands.
and 3 accoustic bands.
lol.
so interesting hor.
$5 per ticket. i hope got sell a lot a lot
so super tired... just came back from grandma's church dinner at yishun safra.
-.-
from 6.30 till 10+.
SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO TIRED.
tmr i shall chiong all weekend hmwk and study.
common test in a week.
mug mug mug. :(
okay, i'm tired.
NIGHT NIGHT.
